Sunday, March 28, 2010

to be or not to be....

to be like my sisters or not to be
I am like them but we are also all different
I will be a different Mummy
Mum will be Mama
Hugs will be part of respecting elders & family
creativeity will be encouraged next to strict discipline
openess and honesty will be key

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Nice to know you're loved

I wrote on FB that I was looking through the lens into someone else life and the music in my head was soft guitar twangs of jealousy. Gentle and subtle but there all the same. And I was pondering how nice it would be to be someone else some times.
I got lots of encouraging comments from some lovely people- but doesn't everyone want to be someone else every now and then? Doesn't everyone look at someone else and envy them and what they can do, how they look, their abilities, their confidence, career, husband, holiday.... It's an inbuilt comparison button that is triggered far too often. A longing and looking for something better. Something to crave, desire, strive for but yes also be jealous of.
It can potentially be a very bad thing- can it be used for something better? Stimulation/motivation...
I hope it can cause some of my days and hours are full of bitter sweet motivation jealousy!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

So inspired...

I heard things today that made me tingle,
There's a whole world of need out there and...
we- I can make a difference!
Thinking of finding another mission project...
Also thinking of running an art and creativity fair...

Yeah for "LIFE"!!!

Thursday, February 18, 2010

the problem with being medical...

you know about all the really bad stuff and you always assume the worst about yourself or family...
A rare headache is a brain tumour or cerebral clot...
A belly ache is apendicites or intestinal cancer....
Ear ache- ruptured ear drum or refered pain from brain cancer!...

The list goes on- Today I have bone cancer in my right shoulder or some rare ligament eating disorder!
If only I hadn't slept funny last night!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Mornings...

Got up to a headless rabbit and a possessed roster this morning
Mmmm I love mornings!

just sometimes...

Just sometimes I need a place to hide my thoughts!
A place that I feel free.
A place away from the "sisterhood"
because it's too precious and I don't always want others to be there.
But here they can be without invading my sisters & me!